but for a thin, deceitful fraction of time, in the disconcerting wake between the things you want and the things you have, I believed he was there, lying in bed with me
this is me...every single morning... sad... so sad.... that's why I always go back to sleep... I get what I want in my dreams... he's all I want... I loved this... so sad, so true... reality strikes hard on some of us, doesn't it?
That moment that you are not quite awake before can break our hearts... I feel him beside me too... :-(
ReplyDeleteSometimes those are the dreams you really don't want to wake up from...
ReplyDeleteThat fuzzy moment before the world straightens itself out is so delicious and so sad. But then again, all the best things are.
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Tightrope to the Sun
this is me...every single morning... sad... so sad.... that's why I always go back to sleep... I get what I want in my dreams... he's all I want...
ReplyDeleteI loved this... so sad, so true... reality strikes hard on some of us, doesn't it?
It will all change some day. It has to.
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oh god, this speaks to me. i've missed you, dear.
ReplyDeleteWake up
ReplyDeleteI hate that feeling that in a morning you wake up and then you remember your life and its this crescendo of sadness
ReplyDeletemiss and love you always
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